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Sarah  Hawkins (she/her)'s avatar

I’ve actually witnessed this happen to myself, twice, as the two major episodes in my life took hold. The first episode was during my psychology PhD, which I had to abandon, and the second was 15 years later, after hitting my head on a concrete water slide. Both times, my ability to process what I was reading slowed down until it felt like I was wading through treacle. It eventually became so bad that I couldn’t hold on to the gist of a paragraph and follow a sentence from one word to the next both at the same time. Both times I was terrified that my ability to learn would never return, and reading books has always been a core part of my identity. The ability did return months later when I began to stabilise, but I think that for me, the cognitive slowdown could have been a result of my brain being overwhelmed by so much internal noise and very strong fear responses that became stronger than my logical reasoning. The underlying cause of my second episode of psychosis was indisputably inflammation caused by a blow to the head. The symptoms were almost identical to the first episode, which was caused by an overwhelming amount of psychological pain caused by trying to think my way out of an impossible dilemma with two life changing options to choose between, both of which had catastrophic consequences for everyone involved. A double bind situation in soul crushing circumstances. Inflammation again in my CNS? Makes sense to me considering what I had to go through.

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Douglas's avatar

It seems to me that schizophrenia (and especially MDD) are imperfect, albeit useful, categories that umbrella together multiple independent etiologies.

If so, the question becomes 'why not both neurodevelopmental and neuro degenerative?'. From what I can tell, there are a subset of people given a schizophrenia diagnosis who follow the predictable neuro developmental course you describe. The map in this case matches the territory very well.

Others' prognosis are more variable (but still meet criteria for schizophrenia). Like you mention, maybe immune or neuro degenerative processes are at play.

I really don't know what to make of the studies you go through because of concern of this problem. It's promising to find any correlations!

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